I feel very proud of myself. I have not taken a pregnancy test! I'm about 4 days out from my expected cycle and a "Know 6 Days Early" test is still under the bathroom sink. The tough part is as my cycle approaches I am becoming hyper-critical of any changes I feel. I have a hunch I am not pregnant, none of the tell tales I had during my previous pregnancy, but I am still hopeful. All pregnancies are different right? I am taking some precautions, but still enjoying an occasional beer or glass of wine and a cup of coffee each morning. If I give it all up, the negative pregnancy test brings even more sadness. A least if the test is negative, I don't feel as if I changed my life completely or popped up on anyone's prego radar. If it is positive, I am still too early for the baby to be linked up to my system for any damage to occur. Win-Win.
It guess it looks like I am still juggling a few fertility balls, but not nearly as many as I had up before. I am still feeling good, so good in fact my husband has been asking me what's making me so giddy. I am just happy.
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